I went from being a senior to a graduate. Likewise, I went from spending a night with almost everyone I ever knew to being completely alone. I went to sleep happy and woke up hurting. I don’t know what to do now, I find myself just waiting, and I don’t know exactly what it is I am waiting on. I am losing hold with everything that I ever loved and it’s killing me from the inside out.
It seems it’s worst now, when I wake up to an empty house, it is my empty heart that I am left with. Imagine that, I am homesick in my own house.
Everyone is helpless against time. These damn flower arrangements my father bought are wilting. I want to see you again, but I am afraid you are gone forever. Maybe that is what I am waiting on. I find myself asking what it will take to bridge this invisible gap between friends. But even if I could stand before you, I could never ask you not to leave.