“I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I’ll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.”
I woke up today. Again. I cannot say I ever knew what it meant to be here.
But I woke up, and I am here.
Sometimes there are days that the search inward far out does anything beyond your own heart, your own head, your own soul. I think today was one of those days.
No significant event in my life took place. Just my perception. My perception happened. The way I think happened. Reflection happened. In a way–everything happened.
Like I say when I am completely uncapable of expressing this great great greatness: “I don’t know”. For me, “I don’t know” never really means that– it means “I would like to be able to tell you about it”.
Like I said, I woke up. I woke and I lived another day. I went to class, went to breakfast, went to ride. I rode into another sunset. But something was different about it. I loved it all more today. It revealed to me something that was hidden, or just there, but never really noticed.
Give me something to believe in and I will follow. Tell me and I will listen. Show me and and I will see. Give me something to love and I will do so forever.
I woke up, and I am here.